I was finally fucking content, and then you walked in.
Back to square one mother fuckers.
fuck off. Leave me alone. I’m done with you,
in my head.
I’m scared that if I take control, i’ll actually lose it instead.
So I loved you and you left me, so it’s not done.
eventually she will stop wandering, and sit with content.
Isn’t that what happens when the world stops spinning?
skills i have mastered
- not texting back
- eating copious amounts of food in one setting
- painting my nails like a blind pre-schooler
- sleeping a lot
- being single
- devouring my enemies